The words were resonant in my ears , vibrates everlastingly.


What if my world turn upside down?

Before the exams, I still clutched the books on my hands, studying. I went to school early in the morning like it still in the daybreak. I took everything for the studying stuff. Focus.

'Wah, Alexander. You study in this early-in-the-morning?'

'I think Alexander will go insane before we do.'

A sense of reminiscence aroused my attention, when people thought I was driven insane. Exactly, your words were right to deal with. I went insane without any senses.

What kind of person am I? I am miserable in nowhere although I know there was varied paths for me to continue my walking;yet, I am weary inside..I was daunted and melancholy with decisions made, and my growing fury which seething inside, and it might erupted in due course, sooner or later.

Perhaps my rapacity does seemingly show no ends.  I know I could do it better, just my endeavours work out ;yet, I have lost in where I from and where I should go. It's all a self-delusion as I have misjudged my ability.

If I could only have a solution to rupture this entanglement, whether it should be hammered or burned it up. Scatterbrained me.