Co-curricular book.

Last someday (Forgot the date), we were very busy for the Co-curriculum book. They enquired the teachers who was obliged in the related co-curricular activities. Seem them very hectic for their co-curricular marks, I also went for the teacher to seal for the co-curricular books as an evidence for the authorities to know that you was really attended the activities.
   
I saw Elisha, a friend who was copied the activities from Su Yi's co-curricular book. I knew very much that Su Yi attended so many BSMM (Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia) activities and also got the obliged teacher's signature. Suddenly, a rapacious thought came into my mind, I wished that I can also have attended the activities, thus I would get the co-curricular marks from what I had attended, but I comprehended that it was impossible.

I glance unjustly what Elisha had done, the next thing came into my sight was that he was going to asked for the signature. The teacher suspected he did not attended the activities, but he explained so much for his reasons, again recognised that he had attended. Okay, Elisha was no doubt a member of debate club, and he recently went for a chinese debate challenge, of course, his way of disputation never defeated. So much efforts, the teacher permitted to sign for every activities that he had copied from Su Yi and sealed on it.

The greed raised in my heart, in additional desire, I could not resist anymore, I did what Elisha had did... I was very happy because teacher did not realise that it was all fake! Not only form 2, I also swindle to get marks for the form 1. It was total enthusiasm and my heartbeat increase rapidly by the excitement. Just I came into my class, another friend whose name is Sherry, scowled whilst aggrieved and protested that it was totally unfair... I just kept her words nonsensical and non sequitur did asked Su Yi what's was going to do next about the co-curricular book.

Another friend, Linley, who was sat beside her, she gave me a perception  of incontrovertible conscious that aroused me from slumber... 'You have showed up then is attend, absent then leave it absence ,can you please don't made the absence turned into present?'(Google translate)

Finally, I realized that I was unconscious because the benefits in sight.. Sure I knew that everything I should struggle to got it myself, but I did not realize what I had done just to achieve acme, but at least, I had learnt a lesson.

Happy Birthday to myself

Yesterday was my birthday. No greetings, no cards, just a little birthday cake accompany my birthday. At least, I have birthday songs.. Am I too easily to satisfy? I more-or-less forgot my birthday until my sister reminded me. I was surprising.

I felt alone when my eldest sister went for the Lion Dance's camp, my mum was at Sri Aman visited my gandfather who was sicked.They can't celebrate birthday with me and I knew their difficulty. But not really alone, as I have my father, my two younger sister who sang birthday's rhythms to me, I was grateful. Birthday's song are simple whilst short; yet, sweet. Very appreciate what I have in hand, my family and also the birthday cake.

It was fewer and fewer friends know my birthday's date and the fewest greet me Happy Birthday. Now, I truly realize that I don't have many precious friends. I still thankful to God that I was found out that yesterday was my birthday and with lots of joyful astonishment and celebrated it peacefully and tranquilly.

Happy Birthday to myself, Alexander. You have just turned into 15!

Holiday

I am not as the people who was idyllic because of the holidays. They don't mean anything. My overwhelm stress still not liberate. I still tacit, silent, speechless, quiet... Maybe I should go for a park? Eyeing those people greeting and forced smile, listening the pleasantries and laughter... I prefer to stay at home facing the wall, stare at it faded with whitewash... BORING!

Maybe go for shopping then? Glimpse across the attire, garments, promotions.. BORING. Squander their money on those clothes, the hubris people are holding their shopping bags, yaa.. seriously, they just show off their wealth.

Maybe I go for a roam at the seaside? The fascinated scene do really irresistible. But, I was sicked these days..

AWWW... DARN! Projects everywhere@ How can I release all that at the back of my head? It can't...

The school rule - Books should be bring back before exams should be abolish.

Finally, my final battle towards the devil of exams was ended that Friday; yet, I met new quest, 'the school officially expropriated my books and recognised that they won't give back the books.

The topic repeated,SHOULD IT BE NECESSARY TO BRING ALL THE POSSESSION HOME? I was apprehensive and had been intimidated by the affair but I could do nothing. Moreover, the event happen before the exam start, it really affected my frame-of-mind. My mind turn bizarre, more-or-less, blank.

What kind of law is that? There's no mean to brought back the books before the exams. The reason to do that is the school wanted to make sure that everyone have their revision and study for their exams. If someone who neither care nor aware about their studies, they will not even flip one page of the books, not even one jerk even though they take back their books.

Besides,I was not carry them back because it was excessive heavy loads. I just needed to bring them back day by day. After the exams of certain subject, I will brought them back home and put them on my book shelves. By then, they uttered that this was a punishment. They should really contemplate this rules and I though I'm an obedient student who do not deserve demerit.

I just obtuse of a kind. You can't blame me, as the speech of the people on the stage during assembly is not noticeable, the hubbubs in front have huddled whilst covered the pricipal's voice. Doesn't it bother if after the exam ,you still need to bring back books to school, and you still meet the holidays again and need to bring back... the going just a harass. Fortunately they returned the books and as a reparation, I have been demerit unfortunately by those duds. At least, I'm still a good boy in teachers' sight, am I?

Answer - Of Course.

And, I firmly insisted that the school rule- Books should be bring back before exams should  must be abolished.